I had to leave a message for my doctor to get a refill today. In that message I had to admit what I did.
More often than not, my refills get called in without any communication other than the message I initially leave. I'm hoping for more of the same today.
Like any other Bipolar person, I sit here and wait for the fall to happen. What goes up and all that shit.
I don't care because in this moment, I'm level.
Obviously, I don't advise doing what I did in any way.
I honestly have always shunned the idea until I actually did it. That an illegal drug use for the sport of self-medication. And no, my stance hasn't changed on that.
Today is a good day.
That's all I care about in the now.