Monday, May 21, 2012
I'm still tired but not fall down tired. The dizziness seems to have made its exit. On occasion, if I move too fast, it's there but not like it was.
Today is my 8th day of going cold turkey from one pill and my 6th day of weaning from Lithium. No intrusive thoughts, just guilt. Guilt that I don't want to do a damn thing anymore. I feel like I've lost my purpose for life.
I want to want to do things, but I don't. It's sad. What kind of mother and wife am I to feel this way?