Monday, May 21, 2012

Weaning update #3

I feel sorry for my family. I have all this anger and I'm snapping at all of them. They don't deserve any of that and I don't deserve to have all this anger to begin with.

I'm still tired but not fall down tired. The dizziness seems to have made its exit. On occasion, if I move too fast, it's there but not like it was.

Today is my 8th day of going cold turkey from one pill and my 6th day of weaning from Lithium. No intrusive thoughts, just guilt. Guilt that I don't want to do a damn thing anymore. I feel like I've lost my purpose for life.

I want to want to do things, but I don't. It's sad. What kind of mother and wife am I to feel this way?
Posted by Pamela Gold at 8:31 AM
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2 comments:

  1. Keep going Pam.
    Keep going.
    You knew this would be hard now hang onto us. We will help you through.
    You just have to keep going.

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  2. You CAN do this! I know you can!
    Your family know what you are trying to do. They knew it would be hard in everyone. But they love you and want you to feel good again.
    Just keep swimming!

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