Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Today I can feel myself slipping.
I don't care about anything and the tears are in my eyes without reason.
I just want to give up. The fight is too hard.
I know there are other medications out there I haven't tried but I'm on a budget. I was trying to stay within range of my $10 co-pay but it seems I've exhausted all of those. I don't qualify for assistance because I have insurance.
My psychiatrist seems to get frustrated with me because I won't try drugs out of my price range. He figures, if they work, we'll figure it out then. There's nothing to figure out. I'm not going to take something I can't afford. I can't.
So here we go again. Round and round she goes. Russian roulette anyone?