I remember arriving home from work and making dinner, but beyond that? It's gone. All gone.
I usually drag out my bed pillows by 9pm and lie on the floor in the living room with my toddler while he drinks his milk and we unwind. I remember getting that far.
The kids have no school today so they were allowed to stay up late.
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| *Pinterest* I may be losing my mind but not my sense of humor. |
When he got home, I was sleeping on the floor in the living room.
I can't remember if that was when I put my sleeping toddler in his bed or if I was alone and had already done that.
I don't know when my other two sons went to sleep, only that their doors were closed when my husband got home.
I don't like this. Not one bit.
I know side-effects tend to fizzle out over time but I can't go on like this.
I'd rather be a blubbering, depressed fool than lose my mind altogether.
First off-- I love that joke-- I love it.. and I took a lunesta one night, I swear I woke up and I had no idea at all what happened.. I remember taking the pill and that was it..
ReplyDeletehoping the side effect wears off soon or another med can be used. having blackouts like that is disturbing. Grateful to continue to hear about how meds are working and not working, thanks for being open about this. Really.
ReplyDeleteThat would be scary. I'm hoping the side effects wear off fast and you can adjust.
ReplyDeleteHave you tried the Rescue Remedy Sleep yet? I know it's way milder, but maybe an in-between solution if you decide not to stick with the Zyprexa. Helps stop "the thoughts" long enough to fall asleep without feeling drugged for some people.