Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Lacking motivation {again}

Am I a shitty person to admit I have a bit of anger that the only other woman in my office just came to me to say she was taking the next five days off? It's not that I'm jealous, it's that I lack motivation to do anything at the office as it is and now I have to answer all the phones and make arrangements with other people before I can leave for lunch, etc.

I know I'm a shitty person because she's having issues with her health and she's taking the time off to heal.

I guess the thing is, I want to heal too. Only, I have to sit and wait wait wait for some miracle. For the right drug to click in for my healing.

It must be nice to have a diagnosis for something curable.

Also? I brought all my running gear to go at lunch today except for my iPod. There's no way I'm running without that. Plus? I'm following the Couch to 5K Program so without that British chick telling me when to run/walk, I won't do it.

Bah!
Posted by Pamela Gold at 9:34 AM
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2 comments:

  1. OMG, I am oh so familiar with a lack of motivation at work. Hell today I had to fill in my self-evaluation of my performance this past year . . . turns out that I sucked.

    I am sorry that you are still in pain. I so hope that it eases for you very soon.

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  2. OI!!! I get the "I want time to heal" ....man do I ever. I was recently thinking the very same thing!!!

    (((HUGS)))

    And I give you lots of credit bc I need to "run" or walk or just do something. I have no motivation.

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