Writing it Out

I know a lot of you are waiting to read part three of my hospitalization story. It's not yet written. I'll get to it as soon as my mind allows me to go back to that place.

Triggers are setting me off today.

Having to wake up to the alarm. I hit snooze one too many times and then I was late for work. So not only did I have to wake up when I didn't want to, I then had to rush through my routine to get out of the house.

People at work wanting to chat. I'm not in the mood to talk. I really don't even want to be looked at.

We just had a power surge at the office and all the battery back-ups are beeping their asses off. Noise sets me off. Like, really sets me off.

My anxiety is soaring right now.

I have a therapy session in a little over an hour, thank goodness. 

I just needed to write it out...