Tuesday, April 23, 2013

His One & Only




Write a short scene set at a lake, with trees and shit. Throw some birds in there, too. By Dan Wiencek



The tree limbs were in that conscious divide, part of the way dying and part of the way springing back to life. It overlooked the once busy lake. At one time it housed children swimming within its shallows and fishing poles hanging where the water deepened.

Once a happy place of wonder and joy; now full of sorrow and angst. What appeared punched with blue now cropped into an abyss. Black and without feeling.  

The house backed up to the reservoir where it always smelled like Thanksgiving. Perfect meals and baked goods formerly prepared without flaw. Now it stands as an empty birdcage. The house that no longer held onto relationships anew. It withered and dwindled into nothingness. Thoughts long forgotten. Memories shaded.

His love was lost. When she vanished, out went the smells and tastes and colors. She who created what once was. His cares were abandoned.

His once smooth exterior was now wrinkled and pining for the care of a woman. He was lost and aging. Almost gone.

Waiting.

Just waiting.

To join her again.

Black and white.

Monday, April 22, 2013

Growing Pains

For approximately four years I have been going on and on and on, on this little blog mainly regarding mental health. I think it's time to shift gears and maybe grow up a little bit, in a sense.

I don't want to be known only as a blogger. Not that there's anything wrong with that, of course! I would rather be known as a writer. Blogging has opened doors I didn't know existed. I just think it's time to transition in what I blog about.

For about a week now, I've been reading a lot about the writing process and what all it entails from the viewpoint of one author. I'm taking the advice written in one book specifically (Bird By Bird By Anne Lamott) that simply says to sit down at the same time every day and just write (among many other things). It's a lot harder than one might think.

What I'm getting at here is that I'm going to be writing a lot of essays in the days to come. Some will be blog publishing worthy and others won't. I'll take my chances. But that's where this blog is heading....it's growing up in a way.

I'd love for you to grow with me.

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Whatever

Ideas swirl in my head. Stories yet to be told. Stories that are so obvious in my mind's eye, but I lack the know how of getting it down on paper. Notes are scribbled all over. It's a puzzle with a dozen missing pieces. I don't know where they fit because I'm unable to connect the dots.

I'm amidst a bout of depression. I can feel it surging to life beneath the surface. It's taking away any of the creativity I have left within my soul.

I give up. Truly I do.